I have been going through some tough times. I hate when I say I am depressed, but right now that's what it feels like. It's like you get used to a bad taste, and then you get a taste of something awesome for just a meal. It's so good, and you wish you can eat it forever. But then you have to go back to that awful taste again. And when you go back to that awful taste, it makes it so much worse than when you started it. I know I'll get used to it again, but for now it "tastes" really crappy. I want that delicious taste again, but I don't know when I will get it. WHY DOES A FIGURE OF SPEECH FIT SO MUCH BETTER THAN ACTUALLY EXPLAINING IT! (it just doesn't make sense!)